Assalamualaikum and hi !
Guysss , kalini memang aku ada something nak share yang aku rasa a bit serious . Haih . sejak haritu dah banyak kali aku terpikir pasal benda ni . sesak otak betul laa . ok ok meh nak story ..
So , few days lepas kan we had raya celebration kan . so my aunties and uncles are all coming back for raya , and yang seronoknya dorang semua stay dekat rumah aku . as my mom is the only child yang stay dekat sini , my uncles and aunties yang lain semua kerja kat KL . so , the cousins are also gathered up la kan . one of my cousin nak kahwin lagi three weeks . we are all excitedd okayyyyy . TAPI malangnya , kitaorang pun kena tempias jugak . lehmakkkk masalahhhhh . dia macam ni sebenarnya , family kitaorang ni ramai perempuan , out of 18 , boys nya only 4 orang . kau rasa ? and kitaorang ni semua umur dekat dekat . so kiranya , kalau sorang start kahwin , memang orang lepas tu akan menyusul lah lambat atau cepat . macam tu . sebab kitaorang ni beza umur antara satu sama lain tu dalam setahun or dua tahun macam tu je .
nak dijadikan cerita , masatu aunties and uncles semua kat dapur tengah tea . and aku masatu tengah basuh pinggan sebab ramai jugak laa tetamu before tu . dorang tengah cakap pasal kakak aku dengan pakwe dia . aku senyap je la kan , bukannya pasal aku and aku tahu jugak kalau aku menyampuk , memang aku un kena interview sekali and kalau boleh aku memang tak nak lagi cakap pasal benda ni because im still young puhlissss . hahhahha . sekali , one of my uncle tanya , "nadia , dah ada pakwe ke belum ?" and i was like whattttt ?!! okay i know at this time aku kena cepat cepat basuh pingan pastu blah dari situ . hehh . so , aku tak jawab soalan maut itu , aku senyum je . uncle aku pun cucuk lagi gaissss , dia cakap "ada ke takk ? jawab laa elok elok" sambil duk gelak gelak dengan yang lain . suka sangat nyakat aku . haih . aku pun jawab laaa . "takde lagi . takde masa nak cari . malas nak cari pun ye jugak" and they were all serious . aku pandang belakang masa tu , semua duk tengok aku . uihhhh kau rasa ? berdebar aku wehhh tak tahu nak rasa apa . hahahaha . aku dah gelabah dah . aku pun ambil langkah selamat iaitu gelak gelak dan sambung basuh pinggan dengan lajunya . lepastu uncle aku pun cakap , "tak boleh macam tu . masa ni dah boleh cari dah . tak boleh belajar je , nanti takde sapa yang nak . kalau belajar berjaya sekalipun , kena cari jugak boyfriend masa masa ni" and i was like why why why why why why . aku malas nak cakap banyak , aku pun cakap " ye ye . kawan ramai . yang serious takde" . HAHHAHAHA . amek kau haa geram aku . hahahaha . so one of my uncle cakap , "tapi nak cari pakwe jangan cari sorang je , cari dua tiga orang , then decide mana yang paling baik" apa lagiiii , gelaklaa semua orang . hahahahaah . so i was like , um okayy . hehe noted macam tu . ada aunty aku ni cakap , kalau nanti dah belajar tinggi tinggi , kerja best best pulak tu , lelaki takut nak approach . baik sekarang cari . sebab nanti you guys boleh berjaya sama sama . at least dia tak takut sangat nanti. and once again i was like awwwww .. how sweet and cuteeeeeee ..
but then , aku masuk dalam bilik , i started to questioning myself . should i really start looking for a boyfriend ? like for serious ? like really serious ? but i am young . i am still young . but should i start looking for it right now ? is it good for me ? nahhh , i dont know . I really dont know what should i do . haih . so i asked one of my best friend about this issue , he said that i should start looking for a boyfriend :/ like seriouslyy ?! are you guys serious ?
so , ive decided what im gonna do . i decided to follow the flow :) im hoping for the best seriously . like really serious . i want the best for my life . i dont want to ruin my life just because of this issue like yeah its kind of important , no not know of important , but it is an important issue , but still , im not gonna take this really serious in this mean time because for me , at this time , at this moment , my priority is for myself which i should be studying and catching up my dreams . ok ? :)
so thats it . yas ! i feel so relieve sharing this issue here . because lately , memang banyak fikir pasal benda ni je . haha :|
k then , till next time :)
xoxo , nadia
